When something's bothering you, really badly, everything sometimes seems to crash down around you. Like problems build up on problems. Sometimes you feel like no one cares when in actual fact they do. No matter what you think there will be someone thinking about you and hoping you're alright. I've experienced this and I know it's hard sometimes to think that anyone cares. Sometimes you think this and resort to looking for attention to try and get yourself pity. I would say it's natural. Sometimes you don't even realise you're being attention seeking. Sometimes you do know but you just can't stop. People get fed up with you and this makes you even worse. The hardest thing is that you don't know what to do. When something angers me I don't know how to handle things very well. I get angry and lash out and I honestly don't hate people as much as they would think. People get angry because you're angry and then you feel even more isolated and desperate.